Sifting through the feeling

Love Yourself Relentlessly

I had a little meltdown this morning when the dietician and TPN nurse came to talk about the nutrition plan for Dylan.

It’s not a new feeling, the slow build up of emotions, bubbling just below the surface, the heavy tightening of my chest, the solid lump in my throat, then the swelling pools of tears forming in my eyes and poof it all comes undone.  Continue reading “Sifting through the feeling”


Not yet written

Brain Surgery June 2016

Tonight I sit here swallowed in silence but surrounded by music …. Bells dinging, pumps humming, alarms ringing, babies crying, chatter at different tones and pitches. I sit here in the isolated songs filled with such diverse emotions.  Continue reading “Not yet written”